December

it has been fast to say the least. it starts with a splash, followed by a continuous hectic day of flights, got a day off or two, out for a night-stop flight, then comes my rest day again. and with all that rolled into one sentence, its already december the 20th. actually, 2009 the whole year itself has been fast. come to think about it, time revolves so quick that i didn't even realize everything that's been happening around me. life is phenomenal if you think it is. time will just go by, and soon you realize that you're already an adolescent. more of sleeping and awaking, you soon realize that you're and adult. "what goes after adult?" you might ask. i'd say being wise. not all adults are wise, and you can't be wise before you are an adult. as for me, i'm still figuring out at which part of this 3 realities that i literally am or in between right now.



what i have grown to understand is that i can be anything that i wanted to be back then when i was a kid. i can be a scientist… a rock star… a racer… a ball player…and yes, maybe even batman. take all of those little lessons you’ve learned and plant them. stand back and watch them grow. we can all learn something from ourselves, from our innocence… from the days when we didn’t have set schedules, due dates, or stress. our hearts don’t change when we get older, they just gain a different sensibility of priorities, lists and physical existence. if we can find the few seconds everyday to think about what our hearts really adore and miss, we can find the true key to happiness. happiness isn’t doing what you are good at, or what you have to do… it’s doing what you want to do and LOVE to do. love isn’t time. love is a smile. just go back to when you were younger and didn’t have a care in the world. don’t be afraid to hop into the sandbox, to spill a little juice on your shirt, or to get thrown in time out for a minute or two. that’s all part of the fun. we can all learn from who we used to be… because who we used to be will always be a part of who we are, and who we will always want to be, and love just wraps it up in a warm wonderful way.

Twenty One

it took me a while to really realize that i am 21. all of my life i’ve wanted to be someone. maybe not a miracle maker, but perhaps a pinch of a prayer. a soul shaker. not much of a risk taker. could be a barrier breaker. you only weigh as much as your wings can hold. is my age a number? add a handful of zeros and you have one tenth of how many miles i’ve traveled in the past month. take the "1" off the end of 21, and you get the number of real friends i have. twenty one is also the number of days where i last met my mother and have lunch with her. the number twenty one isn’t just my age. it’s my life.

growing up is a hard mirror to stare into. it’s like spilling all of your coins on the floor, or like trying to ride your bike for the first time without walls in between and falling down and scraping your knee. growing up is trying to remember your dreams when you wake up, and trying to determine which is reality and which is just an inner part of your subconscious mind. the ones that are bad, you pay no heed to it. those that're good, you believe and dwell upon it. wholeheartedly.

when waking up each and everyday…i open my eyes to an open sky. not literally, i prefer sleeping under a roof…but to a day of endless possibilities. who knows what the day holds. today could be a normal day. but one thing for sure, it will always be the day i look god in the eyes and shake his hand. and be really thankful for what he had showed me for the past years, and what he had gave me for the past month.

Singapore Photo Montage

Singapore

me and my friends went to singapore recently to relax, breathe, and have fun. the main goal for the trip actually was that these guys wanted to do some mods on their fd2R. so we went there only for one night just for upgrading the cars. while there we video taped and took pictures of pretty much every single move that we made. so i am going to be posting some pictures of our trip. unfortunately, by "some" i mean most of them will be of me…or me and a friend or two.




below is a pilot named ismail. currently he's on the boeing 737-400. he plays "living on a prayer" by bon jovi in guitar hero at expert level. he sleeps in cupboards.










plus, you might recognize the dude in the last picture... im talking about the one with the red shirt of course. a quick note about him, his name is ari and he is a boeing 777 rated pilot. also a pro photographer. he took tons of photos using his gigantic camera during the trip. can't wait to see all the photos from him. you can check out his blog here. talk to you guys soon!!!

Soon

Updates About Fart Nuggets

i don't believe the human heart was made to be put through the abuse.... naaah, im just kidding. what? you think i'm gonna start my post like that? anyway, regarding the post title, it has nothing to do with anything at all. it's just words that i can think of at that particular time. the word "updates" came from my cereblum, "about" came from my cerebrum, "fart" from the medulla oblongata and the word "nuggets" came from my diencephalon. i don't know what language is that, but all i want to say is that within a few weeks, something nice will appear in this lame lazy-ass blog. so make sure you stay tuned. and yeah, the first 14 words from this post was taken from this porn site. have a good weekend.

Samui Video

im so lazy. here is a video that i took during a flight to samui. its a short video. around 30 seconds or less than that. that's why it's called a short video. and the only reason i upload it is because im trying to convince you people that this blog is still exciting, alive and up and at them. did i mention im lazy?