Seizing The Day Forlornly

it is 1800 hrs. today was quite a full and hectic day. nevertheless, it felt the same... except the double in price of food and the delightedness that you get from the facilities that's been provided for entertainment is multiplied by 10. yes, i'm talking about kuala lumpur of course.

i arrived here yesterday. and oh boy, all i can say is that time really moves at a very slow rate whenever you're alone. from waking up early in the morning, to eating breakfast, to all the time that i spend inside the cab and light rail transits. all of them felt very sluggish. of course, if you're with a group of people, you won't be feeling this. because all of this weird personal thoughts of mine is only logical if you're doing everything solitarily.

but the thing is, you can learn a lot whenever you're by yourself. before proceeding with a decision, lots of thinking will be going on and snap decision making will also exist at the same time without external assist. and the beauty of this, is that all of those happens nonchalantly.

it's like painting an artwork. you can't produce a great idea for your masterpiece whenever you're with the crowd. but put it in a room with only you and the canvas, for sure the brush will start moving. you paint your own life when you're alone.