December

it has been fast to say the least. it starts with a splash, followed by a continuous hectic day of flights, got a day off or two, out for a night-stop flight, then comes my rest day again. and with all that rolled into one sentence, its already december the 20th. actually, 2009 the whole year itself has been fast. come to think about it, time revolves so quick that i didn't even realize everything that's been happening around me. life is phenomenal if you think it is. time will just go by, and soon you realize that you're already an adolescent. more of sleeping and awaking, you soon realize that you're and adult. "what goes after adult?" you might ask. i'd say being wise. not all adults are wise, and you can't be wise before you are an adult. as for me, i'm still figuring out at which part of this 3 realities that i literally am or in between right now.



what i have grown to understand is that i can be anything that i wanted to be back then when i was a kid. i can be a scientist… a rock star… a racer… a ball player…and yes, maybe even batman. take all of those little lessons you’ve learned and plant them. stand back and watch them grow. we can all learn something from ourselves, from our innocence… from the days when we didn’t have set schedules, due dates, or stress. our hearts don’t change when we get older, they just gain a different sensibility of priorities, lists and physical existence. if we can find the few seconds everyday to think about what our hearts really adore and miss, we can find the true key to happiness. happiness isn’t doing what you are good at, or what you have to do… it’s doing what you want to do and LOVE to do. love isn’t time. love is a smile. just go back to when you were younger and didn’t have a care in the world. don’t be afraid to hop into the sandbox, to spill a little juice on your shirt, or to get thrown in time out for a minute or two. that’s all part of the fun. we can all learn from who we used to be… because who we used to be will always be a part of who we are, and who we will always want to be, and love just wraps it up in a warm wonderful way.